Apr 29, 2009

Nearing the end..! it will be hard to say good bye..!

Last days of Last week of last month of last year of college..

its kind of hard to express how you feel during these times.Its like everything you feel somehow gets stuck up in your throat and refuses to come out.

4 years on...
4 years is a long time considering the days hours n minutes that make it, but now it seems as if it was just yesterday that I came to this place.Seems as if just yesterday i saw all my friends at PU-audi and wonder "Man, he was soo geeky...O yaar!!,she was so thin then n now she's soo hott..!
Yea we came and now its time to go.We come,we go.

What will remain is all those indelible memories of bunking, cheating in exams, sleeping in classes, proxy marna, making fools of prof's, late nights at lake, night outs, PEC fests, first dates, trying out drinking, drinking regularly, birthdays treats and birthday bumps, lunch's at STU-c, the regular gupshup, last minute pe assignments, laptop me movies dekhna puri raat, class bina nahaye jana, attendance ke liye teachers ke piche bhaagna, papers me fail hona fir teachers go galiyan dena...

I am going to miss this place..

yaad aayega ye campus aur iski apni ye duniya..!

Leaving school wasn't as hard as this is going to be.Maybe it was beacuse we weren't mature enough to understand what we were leaving behind..
But now its going to be soo difficult to leave this place..
Maybe its because of the classrooms where we sat on the first day of college..
Maybe its because of the friends we made here..
Maybe its the teachers that became soo involved with us..
Maybe its because of those football games in basketball ground..
Maybe its because of PEC market n all its memories n food..
Maybe its because of joy of watching movies in the audi passing comments, whistling n all..
Maybe its because of the hostel rooms in where we spent our first night out drinking..
Maybe its because of all the adult movies we watched..
Maybe its because of the cafe where we bugged others for a free lunch and sometimes got ourselves bugged..
Maybe its because of running n begging the teachers to complete the attendance..
Maybe its because of all those up-hill trips..
Maybe its because of the thrill of living life with no tension..
Maybe its because of those power point presentations of projects copied from net..
Maybe its because the time we cheated in exam n experienced the high it gave..
Maybe its because the first date that we went on..
Maybe its because of the freshers n getting drunk..
Maybe its because of the farewells n getting high again..
Maybe its because of all those calls to friends after getting drunk..
Maybe its because of all those hot girls that we ogled at...
Maybe its because of all the weird discussions we had ranging from politics to girls..
Maybe its because of all the gand we paod while watching movies at FR n PVR..
Maybe its because of the fight with friends..
Maybe it because thrill of going for internship..
Maybe its because of the thrill n anxiety of first interview of life..
Maybe its because of the joy of getting placed..
Maybe its because of the act of consoling friends who didn't make through..
Maybe its because of the politics during the placement days..
Maybe its just because of staying late at college..
Maybe its because of the director's daughters at gym..

Maybe its because of the "FRIENDS" we made here..

Maybe its because all these incidents just intended to happen to make these 4 years pass on in a whiff..!I don't know..

Its going to be very hard to leave this place..!
It will be hard to say good bye..!

Apr 1, 2009

i want to

i want the whole world to know me.
i want to travel all over , i WANT to see the world
i want to see my parents happy.
i want to go up north
i want to live in the mountains
i want to be a mechanic making the space shuttle
i want to teach small kids
i want to go down south
i want to climb mountains there too
i want to fly jet planes
i want to go where no one has gone before.
i want to own an audi
i want to go to usa
i want to go to colorado
i want to go to siberia
i want to go the farthest corners of the world
i want to go the leh- ladhak and spend some years there, far away from everyone.
i want to be a shepherd
i want to tend cattle
i want to live out of a truck
i want to go to spain to see the people who worship god by setting them on fire
i want to learn how to speak spanish
i want to go into space n look at the earth below
i want to dance all night long.
i want to learn guitar
i want to grow long hair
i want to be a F1 driver or for that matter even in the pits would do
i want to be the UPS/DHL guy delivering stuff to peoples houses n seeing the smile on their faces
i want to see the great wall
i want to be able to be more eloquent
i want to make my writing big
i want to swim with the dolphins
i want to climb the snow covered peaks of the north using ice picks
i want to know how to use photoshop more precisely
i don't want to study C for the millionth time n still not get it..
i want to get over my presentation phobia
i want to to explore my strengths
i want to exploit my weaknesses
i want to be able to do more push ups..Grrr
i want to get a tatoo
i want to ride my bike 4ever.want to be a biker
i want to be myself in front of others(read girls)
i want to able to make a good impression
i want to abuse(read HIT) some people
i want to love some
i want a lovely friend to spend the rest of my life with
i want to drink vodka tonight.....